REALLY WEIRD STUFFS HAPPEN TODAY :P

Today, Im chatting with my old friend! Her name is Sasha. She's really fun and energetic, also she have many friends :D. I asked her if she knows who I liked, and she DOES know, really! I asked her who she likes. She said that I cannot know the NOW person, but I can know the old person. The old person's name is J***. When I asked again who is the now person, she said that I cannot tell anyone about this because Im the first person that knows. When I replied that I will not tell anyone, she replied.................

SAME LIKE YOU

I laughed at this. Then I asked her "Do u know who ***** likes?", she said YES. I asked her a million times, but she wouldnt answer. She's really good at keeping secrets, NOT LIKE ME. I answered "Hmm, Lucy, right?" Because I know he likes Lucy on grade 4. She FINALLY replied "Maybe yes, maybe no". IDK who ***** really likes, but I was having fun today! And I remember that If we love somebody, the person we loves doesnt have to love us. It means that we know we love them, and we love the with all our hearts (An advice I got from Defina, a pen pal)

-Vanessa Crystalshine

Finally Happy!

Yay! IM SOO Happy today! I dont know why though :P I mean, some people says that ***** likes me! Angel said that he always been SOO quiet in foreign language (He takes French, but I take Japanese) class, and Angel added that he is probably thinking of me. And, I saw him always looks at me! And also, people said he was looking to my picture! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG........ YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Im going Gaga for this ><.

Also, today I got History Review. Im SOO stressed because on History usually I got average scores. But Ms. Karina (She's the most fun teacher!) said everyone gets GOOD scores! Because its easy :P And also, I got 9.75 on Math Review! Yay! Im really happy :) And also, ***** also likes quiet and smart girls, you know!! IM SO HAPPY!!! Its really fun being ME. Maybe, Im the same compared by Ashley and Amber, though :) Good news too, Ashley became more close to me!

-Vanessa Crystalshine

Gaaaaaaagg!!!!

There's something which really made me STRESSED out today. At break, me and my friend Emily were at the coridoor. I saw ***** (My crush) is joking with the popular girls at school, Ashley and Amber. Im so depressed. I almost cried, but Emily convinced me.

And I dont know why Ashley and Amber were so popular. Compared by them, Im just a tiny, puny, little dust. My thoughts were wrong. I thought ***** likes me. Because he always looks at me on grade 5, and we have such happy or should I say embarrasing moments together. Especially on grade 4. MANY. Im just entering the 3rd week on grade 6. And there's one relationship that I have with him (I cant tell you)

My BFF for live, Cathy just called me. She says "You should express your feeling to him". But I cant. Im a shy girl. Im not noticed alot around the crowd. But, at last I HAVE to close the phone.

-Vanessa Crystalshine